"Where love rules, there is no will to power; and where power predominates, there love is lacking. The one is the shadow of the other." Carl Jung

The Legacy of John Pilger

Some of you may have encountered John Pilger, long before you were considered a ‘conspiracy theorist.’  Such terms were unknown to me when I began to look towards Pilger, a lone voice of truth in the midst of a wilderness of such. In the days before the internet became a source of news, John Pilger was on my radar.  Reading of his death today, after he spent years reporting from around the world, in some of the most dangerous places, his legacy, I hope will be long remembered. Not only for his heroic reporting, with his indomitable compassionate spirit, but he showed the disparity between the suffering of victims in far flung places, away from the UK, and governments, UN and various aid agencies, who stood by from the comfort of their offices, making judgements of whether to give or withhold aid, basing their decisions on the politics holding power behind the scenes. Or as ever, in the case of the US and the UK who, when and how many bombs to send/fund.  I watch the current horror unfold in Gaza, and then watched The War You Don’t See:https://vimeo.com/67739294

 I see despairingly, nothing changes much. This was filmed in 1979, shortly after the Khmer Rouge were ousted by the Vietnamese.

 Many commentators, such as Neil Oliver, are speaking of 2023 being a year when our eyes were opened, since when has 2023 been the year when our eyes have been opened? In February – March  2011 my eyes were opened in Phnom Penh, as I visited the very same sites referred to by Pilger in this groundbreaking documentary, and again later, as I visited the War Remnants Museum Ho Chi Minh City Vietnam.  All before others regarded me as a suspect conspiracy theorist.  I hear around me concerns about, not only the past 3 plus years, but the coming few years, especially as we approach 2024. I wonder how many of the victims in Pilger’s documentary may have wondered the same sometime, prior to their troubles? The US created Pol Pot. and they bombed Vietnam back to the stone age. I have met third generation Vietnamese children and adults who are disabled and disfigured, as a direct result of their parents and grandparents inhaling agent orange. 

 It seems rather inappropriate to wish you all a Happy New Year.  Instead I wish you to learn from your history and see how it is repeating itself and consider how and if there is any one thing we can each do to prevent it from continuing the perpetuity.

Whilst we may mourn the death of John Pilger, because he said what we didn’t say: because he did what we didn’t or couldn’t: let’s us not ignore the fact that his death is perfect timing.  Perfect timing to further open the eyes of those whose eyes only opened at the onset of Covid.  Those who claim to have seen through all the subterfuge; lies; propaganda; corruption and mass formation, through the covid plandemic, yet had not seen all this throughout many decades previously, assuming one is more than a few decades old.  The language may have changed but the strategies not. 

The evidence that Pilger demonstrates in this video shows that what is happening in Israel and to the Palestinians is a time old strategy of the killing machine in full operation. The points I want to focus on, is, without the media’s collusion and lack of asking the right critical questions and by accepting the word of government, through assuming governments are ‘legitimate’ has allowed this and previous wars to occur.  In other words the media is guilty by omission of de-population and worse.  Those who regard themselves as critical thinkers and conspiracy theorists see the truth in covid, yet avoid the truth that, in fact de-population is the modus operandi of this planet.  It is continually at war.  Most you do not see.  Why do you not see it?

Because you do not ‘feel’ the threat of bombs and bullets, you do not feel motivated to learn the truth about history and how you have been living in a dream, which is actually someone else’s,  nightmares for those caught up in all wars.  Covid, motivated you to learn about vaccines, germs health etc, because you felt personally threatened. Your government had mesmerised you to the point of confusion and the inability to see the truth of the lies. For some of you, you saw it sooner than others, and yet many still do not see it.

Someone has recently challenged me on the issue of “FREE WILL.”  The issue was: My claim that those who took the vaccine did so of their own free will.  My opponent’s claim that “they don’t have free will because their free will has been taken away due to being programmed” 

It begs the question: Why did many of you reading this not take the vaccine?Which begs another question: What is the difference between the ones that willingly held their arm out to receive the shot, and those of us who refused and would never take it?I maintain it is free will.  I use covid here as an illustration only, I have not deviated from the topic of The War You Don’t See. 

The same free will that we use to try to discover the truth of a situation that warrants discernment and discrimination, because we deem the issue important enough to spend the effort and energy to investigate, because: it affects my well-being or/and it affects the well-being of the whole of humanity.  Here is the problem of WHY wars in perpetuity have been allowed to continue unchallenged.  Because the majority of people fall into the first category i.e. it affects their well-being only, they are unable or unwilling to engage their hearts, spirits and minds and put themselves, metaphorically in the other person’s shoes.  In this case, I am referring to other persons as the innocent victims of all wars, who are mostly civilians, who become war statistics, numbers of collateral damage.

There is another reason why wars are in perpetuity.  People’s priorities differ, depending on their age, status and disposition.  Many are still undergoing Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs development, and have not reached the point of caring what is and what is not truth, because it require tremendous effort, energy and dedication, and because the word “TRUTH triggers a gut reaction of your truth/my truth/what is truth, distraction.

Truth, like Love, is something you feel deep in your gut: deep in your heart: deep in the soul and spirit. I know many of you reading this KNOW and FEEL deep in your hearts, souls and spirit that what is happening here and now on our watch is not  ‘someone else’s business’  but it is OUR BUSINESS.

Simply BEING HUMAN demands we exercise our free will and then ask the question:  If I have free will and I am not afraid to speak truth to power, why don’t I?  

Or one day we may be asked “Daddy/Mummy what did you do when they were killing all the children?”

Let us not be like the reporters in the video The War You Don’t see, who were close to tears when they realised how their inability to ask the right questions and overcome their fear of speaking truth to power, as they admitted feeling guilty because they did nothing and simply watched from the sidelines. 

May you all find your voices during 2024 and beyond.

THE NEED FOR DISCERNMENT

image for beyond belief systems articleEnough is enough.  The decision I made many moons ago when I decided to cease blogging.

What did I have to say that has not been said?  What did I have to offer that is not already out there?

It is not information that we are short of, it is DISCERNMENT.

Assuming we still maintain the view that we are souls experiencing human constructs, where do we fit into the larger scheme of things?  Recent research has thrown up a smorgasbord of belief systems and if that does not drive one mad first how can someone new to this reality navigate their way through all that our world offers?  As an experiment on myself I devised the following questionnaire:

  1. How has your belief systems evolved over the years?
  2. How do you view/feel about children being lied to by parents over the “tooth fairy” and “Father Christmas?”
  3. How much do you still accept history as taught in our education systems?
  4. Where are you in your current experience of life?

Readers who have followed this blog (and they have diminished greatly these past few years due to lack of content) will know that I have undergone some intense and extreme changing realities.  Some refer to these as “Shamanic Initiations” others as “Spiritual Upgrades.”

There is a label, category and classification these days for every known phenomenon.

Recently I have had some contact with an experienced Shaman who has been teaching both in the US and India over a number of years.  I opted to share 2 extreme incidents from my life with him.  Whilst I had learned from and resolved and moved on from these events, they are related here in

“A New Human”  I felt the need to share them with a fellow traveller because, and this is hard to admit, the incidents were so severely profound and traumatic and everyone who I know who has so far read my book has never referred to them.  Is that down to their fear or mine?

Many diagnosed Mental Health patients have been sectioned in psychiatric institutions for experiencing far less than what I overcame.  And I did overcome it without any medication due to the loving and persistent care of souls not currently in human form.

For this reason, despite having much experience, knowledge and wisdom I have remained an ordinary person declining any offers to teach.  Yet here is where DISCERNMENT is needed.  There are thousands of Spiritual Teachings and Consciousness Raising Events that are keeping people in a “holding pattern.”

I have passed through a plethora of Conspiracy Theories (I think it’s time to do away with the theory bit and replace it with Reality) Spiritual and Consciousness Evolution Teachings. I have met and befriended some of the leading lights on the planet such as Eckhart Tolle and Davide Icke in my search for truth.  Much of what I have found is regurgitated information from other sources, in fact 99% of it is.  But we hear little about “personal experiences.”

Sitting on a park bench in a state of bliss, is not enlightenment. Understanding and embracing the shadow is.

Those deemed the greatest and most influential spiritual teachers of modern times have done little real personal shadow work.  So how can they lead their followers into areas they have not gone themselves?

Take a deep breath here if you are inclined to confuse criticism with discernment.  These are not mindless criticism I am making, they are facts gained from personal experience.

I have met many therapists, who gain their qualifications, take on their clients and before you know it they are having affairs with their clients as they had not been taught properly which leaves them and their clients in a state of confusion.  Their qualifications rarely included learning about “Energy.”  If we do not understand the source and use of this vital force we will get stuck in a holding pattern, because the teachings are being absorbed at an intellectual “feel good” level and not really affecting any profound change.

Having affairs with ones client’s is considered as abuse and it is not unusual.  In fact it is very common.  This is one area of DISCERNMENT that needs addressing, but there is another equally necessary and that is “Channelling.”

David Icke got caught up in this one time during his formative years before he learned his own form of DISCERNMENT, consequently the masses were told the UK Royal Family were reptilian human cannibals. Further research of course will produce a much more palatable yet still concerning story on this.

Yes, we are governed by a Ruling Elite, yes, there is a chasm between those that have and those that have not.  To address these issues we need to pass through as DISCERNINGLY and as quickly as possible all the distracting belief systems that are vying for our attention and begin to address and undo all that has been done to us to prevent us from DISCERNING the reality of a situation.  Whilst in the ultimate reality it is all one, simply saying or believing that does not make it so until we have completed our part of the mission.  Practicing DISCERNMENT will take us and enable us to develop trust both in ourselves and a greater empowering loving Universal Energy Source.

It starts with de-programming our minds and healing our childhood traumas.

We need to get out of our heads and deep into our bodies and connect with the soul’s source of guidance and collectively move ourselves to a position of Empowered and Discerning Sovereignty.

You will not find in my blog “information” par se, we are drowning in information, what you will find is hard earned wisdom that comes from experience.

Seeing reality for what it is is what we call discernment. The work of discernment is very hard. Lewis B. Smedes

As an aside, previous readers who have attempted to download the free book from the “Mission Neha” page will now find the 404 error corrected and the download available.

 

THE EMPEROR WEARS NO CLOTHES

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We are all familiar with the term “The Emperor Wears No Clothes.” An expression arising from a tale told of a young boy who in his innocence declared aloud during a parade by the ruling King of the Realm, where everyone had to bow down to the King’s will.

The Emperor Wears No Clothes!” as all around him bowed low and refused to see the obvious, much less name it.

The ruled had been indoctrinated into believing the King was dressed in full regalia and no-one dared to challenge his nakedness except this young innocent.

When anything unseen and hidden is causing problems either within a society at large or as is sometimes the case within the immediate family, first you have to name it. Until something is named there is no possibility of resolving it. Whilst people around the “hidden issue or situation” pretend there is nothing wrong, the hidden gets power.

Naming a problem that everyone around is trying to cover up takes courage. Whistle Blowers often do this. Child abusers rely on the hidden.

It takes courage to name something when everyone around you is accepting something as being “normal” or “O.K.” There is tremendous psychic pressure to keep the status quo, to not upset the apple cart. More so when one’s livelihood depends on such silence.

But we remain silent at the cost of the Soul’s Integrity. Do we want to spend our years racked with guilt or denial because we did not speak when we needed to?

By our silence we are complicit.

The current COVID Pandemic exposure is riddled with inconsistencies, muddled headed thinking by scientists working with politicians, false PCR testing, and a plethora of terrifyling scenarios being played out and predicted.

Now more than ever before we need to collectively find the courage to speak out when we know there is behaviour being covered up that harms others.  We need to move from a position of “covering our own backs ” to uncovering the facts. In other words, the time for “minding one’s own business” is coming to an end.  Whistleblowers Unite, the rallying call needed as we move through these turbulent times.

I have personally been a whistleblower, just as I finished  writing   A New Human

I needed to find paid work and accommodation as I had been given notice by my landlord.  I moved to London as a support worker to vulnerable individuals. This was a residential post.  Within 4 months I discovered financial and emotional abuse affecting a service user.. Reporting this caused me to be ostracised and my immediate line manager falsely accuse me of a wrongdoing which was totally fabricated, as a way to distract me from continuing with my allegations.  Eventually it was proved and the police and social services became involved and I learned after I had left that new procedure were put in place and the employee concerned called to account.   Doing this saw me become homeless. I had contacted a whistleblowers helpline and given the advice, “you have nothing to lose”  when it was clear that I could not continue working for this company. What followed is for another time. But I have never regretted my actions despite the stress and hardship, and would do the same again.

“The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing”   J .F Kennedy

CrazywiseIn a small town in the heart of the beautiful Brecon Beacons in Wales, UK, an event was held that had a transformative affect on many attendees. For a town that usually struggles to attract more than a dozen people to similar public events, we had an astounding attendance of thirty five to forty.

CRAZYWISE made by US Human Rights Photographer and Filmmaker Phil Borges and his colleague Kevin Tomlinson, explores alternative spiritual routes of healing, giving a fresh perspective to an age old issue in a modern world. It documents the journey of two individuals, Adam and Ekhaya through their severe mental illness crisis, showing interviews with their family and friends, as well as commentary from Psychiatrists, Psychologists, Spiritual and Buddhists Teachers and others.

We attracted a 50/50 mix of Mental Health Staff, Volunteers and clients using those services.  It was sadly, marked by an absence of Doctors and Psychiatrists, the very people whose attention is needed.  This was expressed during the discussion phase following the viewing.  “Where were the psychiatrists?  Where were the Doctors?  Where were key management from Mental Health Providers?”  We had one manager from our local Mental Health Hospital who attended the film but not the discussions.

The “Open Space” discussions following the film, was as fruitful for the participants as the film. In fact I was told “conversations were being held across toilet cubicles” and some said “This could have been a 2 day event.”

The event was successful, validating, and transformative for those attending and was summed up by a comment from a member of a local Mental Health Charity,

“I have been to many mental health conferences and this is the first event I have had the opportunity to talk about my own distress in a safe accepting environment.”  She added I cannot find anyone to talk to in my work place.”

In the final Plenary it was agreed to take 3 initiatives forward.

  1. To seek ways to show the film to Senior Medical Mental Health Practitioners through conferences and seminars to raise awareness.
  2. The question of the power imbalances between those suffering mental distress and their Medical Practitioners and how to empower individuals to question their Doctors/Psychiatrist and other mental health support workers when necessary.
  3. Question a lack of safe houses, guidance and programmes for those wishing to come off medications.

This event was initiated by Avril Meyler Emerging Paradigms and sponsored by PAVO a Voluntary Mental Health Organisation.

We need to see more of these initiatives to raise awareness of the often very real connections between Mental Crisis, Spiritual Awakenings and Shamanic Initiations.  They are happening across the globe and will only increase until we finally get the recognition needed from Mental Health Diagnosticians and professional treatment providers.